Miss me? Sure u do kan? Hehe sorry la.. Sy menghilang kn diri lately.. Mncari diri sndr..hehe
Ermm setiap pertemuan tu ada tujuan nya, yg tuhan saja yg tahu.. Samada it is a blessing or a lesson to us... Samada dia akan mengubah hidup kita atau kita yg akan mengubah hidup dia... Samada berkekalan atau hanya utk sementara.. Tak ada sapa tahu...
Well...
Few months ago, i met this one guy... Bole dikatakan kami di temukan pada masa yg tepat..masa masing2 memerlukan teman... He was really really really nice.. At first kami kawan2 bual2 msg2 biasa ja.. *sbb da pnah knal sblm ni so mesra cpt la sket*... Tp we didn't see each other almost 10years.. Mula2 tu pelik la jgk kn tp lama2 bual, he seems okay.. Gila2, fun to talk to.. And he was extreamly funny.. Hee *smile*.. After a while msg2, we move to phone call plak.. Gayut almost every night before go to bed.. *mcm org becinta kan? Tapi tak pon*... He makes me smile.. A real smile... I think i haven't smile like that for a long time dah...
"Fiqa skrg when you talk about him je u smile"
housemate pon komen perasan perubahan.. I was kindda 'diawan-awangan' dah gaya nya.. Haha he sweap me off my feet..just like what i asked for in my prayer.. For the first time, i experienced real-life fairy tale... Seriously.. Literally fairy tale... :)))
Tuhan hadir kan dia.. Sebagai ANUGERAH... Hes everything im looking for.. When we talked, everything he said sounds perfect and shock me sometimes..because thats what ive been thinking all this while jugak.. Byk benda yg aku mahu dan impikan dlm hidup ni, dia juga impikan yg sama.. The things he said just tepat n feels right.. You know the feelings kan when you meet someone with the same thinking as yours and its like "i tot im the only one.."
He support me.. Encourage me to do better..just being myself and to do my best for my finals.. He brings out the best in me... Makes me believe in myself again..
"Saya mungkin takde ape yg awak nak, tp saya ada apa ya awk perlu..."
Well he got his own way to make me laugh when i was down.. Special... Cara dia buat aku selesa... It was amazing how he fits perfectly into my life in just a short time.. Everything was next to perfect.. This may sounds corny, tapi its true.. He is...just... DIFFERENT... a good different...
And thats why they called it FALLING in love...
Thats what happened back then...
But again, i always have my doubt..and it ruins everything....
