Ok.. Kita start ngn smbgn kisah smlm.. Smlm buat ape ye? Ermmmm dok uma seharian! Hahaha aah mmg x kua umah pon smlm.. Mkn pon masak sup ayam ngn sayo je.. Dok ngadap tv seharian.. Br tau ade cite best siang2 kt tv.. Smlm tgk cite friends patu charmed patu parenthood patu ape tah lg.. Cite yg lama2 la tp bes jgk.. Mlm plop ade sex n the city.. Best! Best! Just mlm je x brapa best.. A bit fragile.. ;(
Ari ni ada market day kat uni.. Ousmet ni la beriye nk g so bwk la dia jln tawaf booth yg sgt byk.. Sume dia nk tgk..siap sign up lg.. Bgz btol..sy? Hahaha xpe la..sy sayang 5$..hahah so g kutip free gifts je la.. Sanggup tu beratur dlm ujan semata nk g pancing itik utk dpt adiah earphone n botol air..hahah ngn beratur sejam utk dpt tshirt saiz besa.. Klo ikotkn sndr mmg mls la..dah kene heret tepaksa la pegi.. Dpt byk jgk air sample..ade brand baru : kakao.. Belum try lg..nati da try kita update ye..
Lama gila jln kt market day td..nk dkt asar br blk...solat, patu g city plop g market kt city sbb nk beli fruits.. Tp sbb da kol 5 lbh so byk da ttup..tp smpt la dpt bawang sket, ngn pisang ngn nectarine sket.. Bole la.. Patu g reject shop, konon2 nk cr sabun mandi tp last2 g beli bekas sugar yg xtau berbaloi ke x, ngn nescafe gold $10 bekas besa.. Xde la perlu sgt tp teliur..hahah akhirnye byk jgk la spend..huhu kna mula bejimat blk ni..kmpul duit byk2 kt sni, bwk blk, kali 3 dah, bole kawen trus! Hahahahahha
Ckp pasal kawen ni, bkn nye ade tarikh lg pon.. Berangan sndr2 je.. Klo xjd kawen, kita travel la kn..beli rumah ke, kete br ke.. G umrah ke.. Pastu bila da bole kawen, da abes duit..hahaha *u're too late!* haha sbenanya klo ikotkn blk ari tu, ckup je duit klo nk buat majlis tunang..tp dtg halangan n masalah yg x disangka2 plop..so spend je la duit tu sume utk terapi hati ke barang sndr.. Dr dlm akaun ade riban, seda2 tggl 200 je..hahaha sedap je kn bila bayar ulur kad, mcm dlm kad tu duit x kn abes..haha lps ni xyah da besungguh sgt nk smpn duit utk kawen..smpn utk diri sndr je sng..xde la kecewe sgt nati.. =_=
Perasaan x sdap ati plop makin menular.. Benci gila dgn this feeling! I am being insecure! Sapa suka kn? Rs benci ngn diri sndr sbb ade perasaan cm tu..tp cant help it.. Cmne? Trust issues mmg susah nk settle.. Once u lose somebody's trust, it will take a lot to get it back.. A simple sorry just wont work.. I may act like everything is fine, but deep down i still wondering if this is real, or just another lie? Tp sy ni bkn nye jenis reti cover2 klo hati x tenang.. Mest akan effect raut muka, conversations, n feelings dan juga rutin harian akan terjejas.. Bahaya skrg ni klo masih berterusan dgn feeling mcm ni..klas nk start da..huuuuu T_T Adeh la.. Klo la hati ni ade button 'delete' or 'ignore' or 'pause' or 'forward' or any button yg can make me off this issue.. Letih
"You're not perfect, but you're all i want"
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