"Sy perlukn awak skrg... Will u b there for me?"
Blog... Smp bila sy nk kna cm ni? Mkin lama rsnya hati sy ni da makin hancur da... Masih x paham2 lg ke? Suma sy da buat.. Mcm2 sy da cuba..byk da sy ckp.. tp masih sama..sy da penat blog... Btol2 penat... Perlu ke buat 'perkara terakhir' tu? Its sooooo stupid! I am being stupid rite now...
Tiada lg kasih sayang...
Tiada lg gelak tawa...
Tiada lg kemesraan...
Tiada lg kerinduan...
Hanya tinggal air mata...
Sy btol2 x paham... "how can u love 2 person at the same time?" Ignore 1 person, care for the other person.. Let one person suffer alone, and be there for the other one.. Saying u love the person, but still need the other one..saying u cant live without that one person, but still leave them for the other.. lie to both of them.. And the best part is, you dont think what u did was wrong! Oh God...
Which 1 should i trust? Do i hv anything more to trust? U dont even try to get it back pon... So how can i trust u back? Y should i? A relationship without trust is nothing... Loyal, Trust, honest.. Do u still hv that? Oh God...
Mgkn silap sy, terlebih mmberi sayang...smp dia rs selamat utk mendua..mgkn dia sangka sy akn sntiasa ada..sy xmgkn tgglkn dia.. Betol ka? Yakin ke? sy x bekuat yg kamu nmpk..bila2 ms sy bole hancur, broken into pieces, and by that time, u wont see me anymore...
Sekali lg air mata jatuh...
"Sekali aku benar2 pergi, x mungkin aku kembali..."
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